Malignant Self Love - Narcissism Revisited

(faq page 74)

Question:

Why does the narcissist react with rage to gestures or statements of love?

Answer:

NOTHING is more hated by a narcissist than this sentence, "I Love You". It evokes in the narcissist almost primordial reactions. It provokes him to uncontrollable rage. Why is that?

1. The narcissist hates women virulently and vehemently. Being a misogynist he identifies being loved with being possessed, encroached upon, engulfed, digested and excreted. To him love is a dangerous intestinal tract.

2. Loving someone means knowing him intimately. The narcissist likes to think that he is so unique that he cannot be fathomed. The narcissist believes that he is above mere human understanding and empathy.
   The narcissist believes that he is ONE of a kind (sui generis). To say to him "I love you", means to negate this feeling, to try to drag him to the lowest common denominator, to threaten his sense of uniqueness. After all, everyone is capable of loving and everyone, even the basest human being, actually loves. To the narcissist loving is an ANIMALISTIC behaviour – exactly like sex.

3. The narcissist knows that he is a con artist, a fraud, an elaborate hoax, a script, hollow and really non-existent. The person who claims to love a narcissist is either lying (after all, what is there to love in a narcissist) – or a dependent creature, blind and immature, unable to discern the truth. The narcissist cannot tolerate the thought that he selected a liar or an idiot for a mate. Indirectly, a declaration of love is a devastating critique of the narcissist's own powers of judgement.

The narcissist hates love – however and wherever it is manifested.

Thus, for instance, when his spouse demonstrates her love to their children, he wishes them all ill. He is so pathologically envious of his spouse that he wishes she never existed. Being a tad paranoid, he also nurtures the growing conviction that she is showing her love to her children ON PURPOSE, to remind him how miserable he is, how deficient, how deprived and discriminated against. He regards her interaction with their children to be a provocation, an assault on his emotional welfare (emotional balance). Seething envy, boiling rage and violent thoughts is the flammable concoction that bathers the narcissist's brain whenever he sees other people happy.

Many people naively believe that they can cure the narcissist by flooding him with love, acceptance, compassion and empathy. This is not so. The only time a transformative healing process occurs is when the narcissist experiences a severe narcissistic injury, a LIFE crisis.

Forced to shed his malfunctioning defences – an ephemeral window of vulnerability is formed through which therapeutic intervention can try and sneak in.

The narcissist perceives love and compassion as Narcissistic Supply. But this window of opportunity CANNOT COEXIST with Narcissistic Supply. The narcissist is susceptible to treatment ONLY when his defences are down because they FAIL to secure a steady stream of Narcissistic Supply.

The roles of Narcissistic Supply should be clearly distinguished from those of an emotional bond (such as love). Narcissistic Supply has to do with the functioning of primitive defence mechanisms in the narcissist. The emotional component of the narcissist has been repressed. It does not permeate the conscious level. The narcissist pursues Narcissistic Supply as a junkie seeks drugs.

Junkies can have emotional "bonds" but they are always subordinate to their habit. Their emotional interactions are the victims of their habits. Ask children or spouses of alcoholics or drug addicts.

There is no possibility to have any real, meaningful, or lasting emotional relationship with the narcissist – until his primitive defence mechanisms are discarded. Dysfunctional interpersonal relationships are one of the diagnostic criteria of most personality disorders.

So, the right order of healing is:

1. Cut the narcissist from his Sources of Supply and thus precipitate a narcissistic crisis or injury;

2. Utilise the window of opportunity to treat the narcissist, to help him mature emotionally;

3. Encourage him in his emotional, self-forming baby steps.

"Emotional" connections which appear to co-exist with the narcissistic defence mechanisms are part of the narcissistic theatrical repertoire, fake and doomed.

The narcissist does not employ his defence mechanisms because he needs them – but because he knows no different.

His defence mechanisms proved useful in his infancy. They were adaptive in an abusive environment. Old tricks and old habits die hard.

The narcissist is a primitive person with a disorganised personality [Kernberg]. He may heal simply to avoid the pain of a certain or recurrent narcissistic injury – and not with the intention of reaching an emotional "safe harbour". No place is safe. No one is to be trusted. Avoidance of pain is a powerful manipulative therapeutic tool. Narcissists come to therapy in the first place to try and alleviate some of what has become an intolerable pain. None of them goes to therapy because he wants to improve his lot in life or to better interact with his loving significant other. Love is important – but to fully enjoy its emotional benefits, first the narcissist must heal.

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