20 long years

i don't know where to began .

my wife is bi-polar. and some times i wounder if i am not my self. [i know that i am not] its ben a long 20 years for me. i have tryed about ever thing you can think of to help her.i have read a lot about bi-polar. still it is hard for me to coupe at times. i get put down a lot. told i don't love her. an most of use know the rest. i just need some one to talk to at times. if you know of a group around [Little rock ar.] or want to start one let me know please.